I'm dead...aren't I?

I'm still getting used to that

I never thought it would happen to me
But damn
I screwed up big time, didn't I?

After that...thing came in and blew us away
I don't remember much

When I woke
They told me I was lucky to be alive
And that you...
You might not make it

I don't know why that hit me hard
But when I saw you...
I wondered how someone so strong
Someone who seemed so indestructable
Could be laying before me
So weak

I don't know why I never tried competing with you
You were always a friend
And sometimes I admit I'd flirt a little
But it's my nature
We both knew nothing would come of it
But when you got mad at me for it
Well...

I ramble.

Ghor and Gandrayda had been sent out
And they told me I was to be sent to Bryyo
I didn't want to go
I wanted to stay and help repair
But they said to go
And that was the last time I saw you

Once I landed, things began to change
I found myself watching my body become corrupted and violent
I would kill not just the bad
But the good as well

Wasn't it I who told you that
"We're the good guys, right? Justice will prevail and all that..."
Why didn't I listen to myself and fight?

When I saw you there in Bryyo
My body walked away
Your expression was so hard to read
But I wanted to yell at you to stop me
Because I won't become someone's puppet

I guess I wasn't so far gone
Because I saved you from those pirates
Before turning on you, of course

I'd never had the pleasure of fighting you full out until then
We'd always had a friendly spar
But never like this
I know why you were so feared

I thought I'd spare you the hard reality
And I sacrificed myself
I could sense your anger as she took me
But you had a lot to do

I'm still gonna keep an eye out for you
Because lord knows you need it
Even when you're in so much pain
You're fighting to make sure I didn't die in vain

That's why you're better than me
You always will be
So don't feel bad that I'm dead
I'm happy to have died for your cause